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kenixluv
23 March 2014 @ 07:07 pm
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茫然走在海边 看那潮来潮去
徒劳无功 想把每朵浪花记起
想要说声爱你 却被吹散在风里
猛然回头 你在那里

如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱
就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋
就让它随风飘远

如果大海能够带走我的哀愁
就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤 所有流过的泪
我的爱 请全部带走
 
 
kenixluv
27 July 2013 @ 01:49 am
random on 26.7.2013
 
 
kenixluv
13 October 2012 @ 04:07 am
Yes I always blog when I'm upset and I've no where and nobody to tell. Not fb not Instagram.
I'm always so close to the ugly truth that sometimes I feel like giving up. Many will think I'm so jovial and behave like a kid. always happy. but deep down I have too much complicated thinkings which always make me so depressed that I can cry anytime and drama is the only way I can cry without being afraid that someone will give you that 'hush.. Don't cry' giving you a pitiful pathetic consoling face. I can cry all I want and I just blame it on the drama.
Or I can just drink and blame it on the alcohol.

Can I just give up? The ugly truth.
 
 
kenixluv
20 April 2012 @ 03:34 am
I guess I'm ready to let you thoroughly. Although we already broke up but I always find it hard to do so when u came close to me. I'm probably too selfish. And I know our personality and character aren't accepted by each other. To each of us, it's probably seen to be flaws.

And because every time I looked at you I wanted to be with you but it's always that far.
I don't know if I can walk the steps myself but I guess I have to let you go.
 
 
kenixluv
18 April 2012 @ 07:15 am
我一直认为做自己就好,因为当一个人很爱你时 他会连你的缺点也接受。
我也从来不认为当我不高兴或难过时 ’不讲话’ 有什么不对 而且不讲话不需要经历争吵时所说出伤人的话。
也因为我脾气直 时不时因为身边在乎的人语气重了点 就开始难过 这一瞬间变成了我最大的缺点。
无法忍受在乎的人不说话 是不说话错呢还是无法忍受错了?

事发到现在7个小时,有一些人可能一觉就能忘
我也分不清是对或错。 还是很感伤…
一直告诉自己 我不会被任何人说的话伤到 不要把话听得那么彻底 眼泪却不由自主的往下滑。
每一字每一句让我的心滴血。 对你不用来了,我怕我忍不住又把你丢下。
对我就是那被遗弃的小猫。第一次我两天不肯吃饭喝水 就算我肚子再怎么抗议胃再怎么酸 我就是难过 流了两天的泪
哭了睡 睡醒还是难过的哭。 这重事发生第二次 我还受得了吗? 我不是军人 没训练过 没挨饿 挨痛
我很感激很高兴你凑空来陪我 就算再累你还是来 但请不要难过时什么伤人的话都说。
话可能不能害死人 但绝对能让我生病。

从眼里流出了最宝贵的剧情
 
 
 
kenixluv
20 January 2012 @ 04:56 am
Right after everything, I reached home feeling so empty and dark. Not sure what kinda feeling is that. But suddenly not able to call him darling or superman makes me feel like I lost something very dear to me. Right after 2 or 3 hrs, there I am posting an entry. I regretted but i can't do anything. Because I just can't. The reason. Which I can't tell.

I lost the warm hug, I lost the salivary kiss, I lost the guy that always drool on my pillow, I lost the guy who have a cheeky smile. I lost that guy and I can't tell him I regret.

Can't head for sch few hrs later. Don't think I can. I need to stay home and rest. Tough night.
 
 
kenixluv
03 January 2012 @ 06:11 am
在这个宁静的夜里,我仿佛听见自己在呐喊。 我需要出去走走,出去一个人散散心。

那个地方应该有海有海风有海鸥有海浪声。我躺在船只里漂浮在无人的海里。 让浪带着我到任何的地方。 呼吸着新鲜的空气,有海的味道。 感觉应该很舒服吧! 仰望着蓝蓝的天白白的云。好美!

心好像被一块石头压着好难受。
感觉好矛盾。 我不知道我应该不应该。 想做又不做。 想抓又抓不住。
汤婉娥! 你也太矛盾了吧? 卡在中间。 啊! 我真不想呆在原地。

现在房间里只听得见冷气机和自己的心跳声。扑通扑通...
 
 
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Sometimes when we touch
 
 
kenixluv
06 November 2010 @ 08:36 am
我有一帘幽梦不知与谁能共
多少秘密在其中欲诉无人能懂
窗外更深露重今夜落花成冢
春来春去俱无踪徒留一帘幽梦
谁能解我情衷谁将柔情深种
若能相知又相逢共此一帘幽梦

 
 
kenixluv
12 October 2010 @ 04:21 am
'There comes a point in you life when you realise who matters, who never did, who wont anymore and who always will. So dont worry about ppl from your past, there's a reason why they didnt make it to you future.'
 
 
Current Location: 这就是爱
 
 
kenixluv
15 August 2010 @ 02:31 am
每次看到有关他的一切,心跳很快。不知道是为了什么。可能因为他曾经是我人生中很重要的某人。虽然很遗憾。虽然还是会想念。但我知道我们已经不一样了。可能我也在等待,等待时间能证明我的决定是对的

两年不算短,足够让你一辈子记得这个人。

现在得恋情很稳定很轻松,但我决定我不想再依赖任何人。
上个星期就有人告诉我女人不要太好强要会装笨、依赖男人这样命才不苦
-.-
可是依赖会让自己的人生有了未知数,应为人生已交给别人看管。你的喜怒哀乐也被别人的情绪牵扯。换句话来说也就是一种投资。  

 

 

 

 未知数会让人害怕。